The job was a huge scam I'm so pissed off people can dress jobs up and basically lie to get people to do the job. So glad I realized before I signed anything!

So I've spent the last 2 days job hunting again and found nothing this country's economy is the biggest pile of bollocks ever call a God damn election already and let some one sort it out!

At this rate ill be bankrupt and homeless by Christmas *sigh*

Anyway rant over and I'm heading back to the jobs pages.

I have a job interview on Monday for a job in marketing! Wish me luck! I really want this job!!!! 

Hey guys!

How is everyone? It feels like forever since I've been here. I'm really sorry for my absence life's been chaos and I still have no net in my apartment. I've been working none stop yet still can't make mends meet it's all very stressful. Can't wait to find a house mate and take the ease off slightly.  

I'm currently off work sick, so I'm at mom and dads everyday. Got shouted at by the doc for over doing it, had a nasal infection I ignored which has led to laryngitis and the return of my glandular fever so I'm really not well atm. 

However I' working on Bright Lights as well as something else which I'm not sure about yet. I'm hoping to have Bright Lights finished in time for Christmas for you all =D

Tell me everything about you guys!?!?! I miss you all!!!!! 

*HUGS* 

There's still no sign of the internet in my apartment which is bloody annoying but on the plus side now I'm all unpacked the only thing to do is write! I've got roughly ten more chapters to go on bright lights its st around 110000 words at the moment! I'm quite liking it but I know some of you won't like parts of it but I promise there's a happy ending!

Hope you are all ok and hopefully speak to you soon!

Just a quick one!

So my BT broadband box is here but it doesn't work I have had many a screaming match with them today about it and no doubt will have one tomorrow too well today as its 4 in the morning.

Bright Lights is coming along nicely although yet again its getting longer than originally planned I just hope you guys like it. I should be finished in the next few weeks so if my internet ever works look out for it as I'm going to post it completed.

In other news I am waiting news on my degree and quite frankly it is killing me to the point I can't sleep I'm so worried and when I do sleep I have dreams about failing and having to resit *cries*

I have also pulled all the muscles in my back putting together a bookcase - mytf always said reading was bad for me lol. Anyway I'm currently high on pain killers and supposed to be on complete bed rest for three weeks - I went back to work yesterday lol.

And finally I am moved into my apartment and nearly unpacked woop woop

Hopefully see you guys soon!

Muchos xxx

Hey ya'll!

Just got back from Asylum and can I say it was the most insane, amazing and surreal weekend of my life! It's not quite sunk in yet I keep looking at my pics in amazment. 

Anyway this is just a quick note to say I won't be around for a while as I'm moving into my new flat and I can't afford the phone line connection fee just yet I need to get paid and then it'll be another two weeks =( I'm gonna go insane I have so much to catch up on! 

However being without the net means I shall have less distraction when it comes to finishng Bright Lights for ya'll.

See ya all soon with fic and pics from Asylum 09! 

 Major squee fest moment!

I have offically finished my degree WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (as long as I pass *is a little worried*)

time to get excited about Asylum FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

JENSEN AND JASON ALL WEEKEND SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

ok I'll stop squeeing and go sit in a corner and wait for Friday patiently!

 

 My best mate's mom has just been diagniosed with cancer. I'm terrified for her. silly right? why does it always happy to the nicest people? I would appreciate it if people kept Mrs T in their prayers of the next few weeks while we get the full diagnosis. 

 I'm stressing completely i have coursework due in tomorrow and it need grammar checking!

Can anybody help?!

Please?

I don't wanna beg but I will if I have to! 

I'm desperate!

Just an update for all those who care!

I've moved into my apartment (pics will follow)

I'm working on Bright Lights, however I have decided that I am gonna wait til I've finished completely before I post but the wait shouldn't be too long.

I officially finish uni a week on Monday!!!!! oh yes! just a little excited about that one lol. It's all a but crazy at the moment due to coursework but I'm on track for finishing early!!! (keep your fingers crossed for me!)

I also have a favour to ask if anyone can help... is anyone available to grammar check my coursework for me? If you are it would be very much appreciated.

So i didnt get a ticket to see them and I was heartbroken for like half an hour but then got a phone call saying my mate got me one WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO



SO FUCKING EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lildun I FUCKING LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

 I OFFICIALLY hate uni!!! I got my work back about forty minutes ago with no notes on it just a message to say "I like it, very film noir, extend the fight and tidy it up you still have 1000 words to write. Email me it by noon tomorrow."

NOON TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! are you insane! thats less than a day and no where near enough time to do it when i also have an essay to finish off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Do you people think we dont need sleep or something?!

I have no idea how to extend the fight some pointers would have been nice asshole!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That would be oh so easy I can go for weeks without opening my mouth but I don't think I could go that long without shopping...

 So I should be doing my coursework now I'm all caught up on my uni work however every time I go to write any of it I get a surge of inspiration for Bright Lights but by the time i've switched over files it's gone and I'm stumped on both pieces! I'm going crazy.  I wanna finish something or at least write more of something. Oh i hate my brain!!!

Snagged from alena2b

Step 1: Put your MUSIC PLAYER on shuffle.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both band and title.
Step 4: Tag 6 friends to do their own..

ellydee27</lj> babycin</lj> wickedsome</lj> alena2b</lj> kawachu</lj> lildun</lj> 
( what's the song? )

Title: Bright Lights and City Nights - Chapter 45
Rating: NC-17 (some chapters)
Author: josiepops
Art: alena2b
Beta: kuhekabir
Pairing: Jensen/Jared Jared/OMC Jensen/OMC Jensen/OFC
Summary: Jensen is a big movie star in Hollywood he's had 7 PAs in as many months all quitting for various reasons. Jared has been avoiding LA for seven years. What happens when Jared returns to LA to be Jensen's new PA. Will the past come back to haunt him? Or will he be able to move forward with his life? And will Jensen ever calm down?
Diclaimer: I don't own anyone mentioned in the fic although I wouldn't mind. I am merely borrowing them for imaginative purposes only!
Warnings: Love, Sex, Heartache and minor Character death
Previous Chapters:Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7Chapter 8Chapter 9Chapter 10Chapter 11Chapter 12 Chapter 13 Chaper 14 Chapter 15 Chapter 16 Chapter 17 Chapter 18 Chapter 19 Chapter 20 Chapter 21 The Jensen Interlude Chapter 22 Chapter 23 Chapter 24 Chapter 25 Chapter 26 Chapter 27 Chapter 28 Chapter 29 Chapter 30 Chapter 31 Chapter 32 Chapter 33 Chapter 34 Chapter 35 Chapter 36 Chapter 37 Chapter 38 Chapter 39 Chapter 40 Chapter 41 Chapter 42 Chapter 43 Chapter 44

 

 

( Jensen let out... )

 

stolen from babycin

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